Dilemma is not knowing whether to acknowledge the majesty of having known it or to lament over a loss so dear to the soul...
Ignorance is Bliss and Oblivion feels safe yet there is beauty so profoundly unmatched,almost thrilling in 'Risking it' even though you give it your all...so completely aware of all that is at stake,at times your entire being and everything you've known....
yet when the rest of Mortality rests in peace having lived embracing the comfort of that familiar couch known too well..
relishing its warmth for the oblivion of everything that could have been
and sheer illusion of everything that has been..a sphere of the mundane hollow to the very core..
What redeems it then is a moment,just a moment too magnanimous for any expression or comprehension yet so subtle that when it touches one,it shifts;Nothing is the same anymore..
Its in that moment beyond any of the wildest dreams fathomed ever you Cease to be and so does everything else only to become a part of an absolute, a union of the purest of kinds,surging of a sweet pain that has you in tears for everything is suddenly anew
The Twilight followed by a magnificent sunrise radiating hues of blue and Red and Orange,a spectrum of perfection illuminating the infinite horizons and everything thats you;The world looks beautiful,induced with meaning,afresh in the moments that follow and sheer gratitude flowing from your very soul for it had fused with one alike as you relish the newly discovered Eden...
And it is for that moment that one awaits an eternity,you could almost rejoice everything thats down the bay,not for a result gone vain but for setting out in the unknown, a breakthrough from the clenching claws of fear; a demon that imprisons minds and blinds everything essential..
Reinstating,discovering,living to the utmost everything that you are..everything that you ever dream to be..
embracing the sublime satisfaction of choosing a "Road less Travelled by"..
Ignorance is Bliss and Oblivion feels safe yet there is beauty so profoundly unmatched,almost thrilling in 'Risking it' even though you give it your all...so completely aware of all that is at stake,at times your entire being and everything you've known....
yet when the rest of Mortality rests in peace having lived embracing the comfort of that familiar couch known too well..
relishing its warmth for the oblivion of everything that could have been
and sheer illusion of everything that has been..a sphere of the mundane hollow to the very core..
What redeems it then is a moment,just a moment too magnanimous for any expression or comprehension yet so subtle that when it touches one,it shifts;Nothing is the same anymore..
Its in that moment beyond any of the wildest dreams fathomed ever you Cease to be and so does everything else only to become a part of an absolute, a union of the purest of kinds,surging of a sweet pain that has you in tears for everything is suddenly anew
The Twilight followed by a magnificent sunrise radiating hues of blue and Red and Orange,a spectrum of perfection illuminating the infinite horizons and everything thats you;The world looks beautiful,induced with meaning,afresh in the moments that follow and sheer gratitude flowing from your very soul for it had fused with one alike as you relish the newly discovered Eden...
And it is for that moment that one awaits an eternity,you could almost rejoice everything thats down the bay,not for a result gone vain but for setting out in the unknown, a breakthrough from the clenching claws of fear; a demon that imprisons minds and blinds everything essential..
Reinstating,discovering,living to the utmost everything that you are..everything that you ever dream to be..
embracing the sublime satisfaction of choosing a "Road less Travelled by"..
This looks like thoughts of some mysterious mind.
ReplyDeleteAmazing, Apoorva.
ReplyDeleteSplendid Expression, Superb use of vocabulary. Good going. Keep up the work :D
Vishal
ReplyDeletehaha, Mysterious, I like the word..what made you feel that way?
Snehil di
ReplyDeleteThanks, that was so kind :)
Dat was a 'cant stop reading ive to finish dis abhi' wala post nd although i had to use my dictionary like a gazillion times it was stil wrth reading.... So beautifully written n actually interesting wen read.... N u say u dnt write dat good.... :p
ReplyDeletelol..that was cute n thanks :) I don't think you really needed that dictionary after having read someone like Virginia Woolf..haha
ReplyDeleteMere words cannot describe how beautifully this has been written.
ReplyDeleteI so loved it Apoorva ! keep up the good work !
Nikhil...I am all honored Thank you :)
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